Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

I'm not sure who this person would be.  But if I had to say anyone, it'd be my old friend Rachel.  We were best friends from kindergarten to high school, but had some rifts in our friendship our senior year.  I don't know, we kind of just grew apart and now we don't even talk.  I tried apologizing or talking to her a few times, but it didn't seem to do anything.  I invited her and her mom to wedding stuff--bridal shower, reception, etc.  Her mom sent a card a month or two late.  When Rachel didn't show up to the reception, a month later I wrote her a message on Facebook and just went through everything I felt.  I apologized for whatever I thought I had done, and asked what I could do to make it better.  I even asked her why she didn't even show up for the most important day of my life, after being friends for years.  We were the Rachels, after all.  But she never wrote back and now I don't know what's happening with her at all.  But I guess it's fine because I have friends who talk to me.